mikemarrs wrote:i quit smoking december 25 of 2000.this is going to be my seventh year of stopping this christmas.i've been so stressed out fighting with my girlfriend,bills,etc. i keep imagining one.i know i'm messing up and hope like hell i don't cave in.i want just one marlboro ultra light.i made my girlfriend quit because we had babies in november of '04 and november of '05.the main reason i don't start is because she hasn't smoked in three years and i don't want her smoking around our kids.its best i don't because then she'll start back too.best to just battle the urge myself.
mike, fight the urge whatever you do. Lot of people say it just takes one...That's not entirely true. The "one" will taste like shit and make you want to puke. It's the 2nd and 3rd that turns into a pack that will do you in. Once Sabrina went into early labor I dropped her off at the hospital and then went to get coffee and made the mistake of picking up a pack of cigarettes at the same time, thinking I'd just smoke a few to get me through the nerves...Big mistake. By the time Q was born at 930 that night, I was readily lighting up and looking forward to the next one.
Tobacco - More addictive than crack, kills more than any other lifestyle/recreational drug combined. Yet it's legal, accessable to children, and the health insurance companies won't pay for cessation treatment...Boggles the mind. Getting ready to head out and light up now.
